This was never about me.

This whole week i've learnt so much from the Lord. I feel just like how i was, that fateful easter service, almost 2 years ago. My hunger for His presence was ever so strong this week, i hope it stays that way.Cause it feels good:)

You know, the Lord just spoke to me. That i'm a diamond in His eyes. Unless under pressure,I never perform. I'll never shine. Pressure is necessary for me. And it's true. Therefore the more difficulties i have in my life, the more i tend to stay stronger. Yet under such pressure, nobody ever lasts long. Unless your pillar of strength is greater than yourself. and yes, my Father is more than anything. You'll only break enough to reveal the beauty within, but never to fall apart.His grace and mercy is sufficient to break through anything and everything.

I picked up the guitar 2 days ago. I remember, the first time min was suppose to teach me. then nelson. definitely, i asked them to teach me. I WANTED TO LEARN THE GUITAR.yet the determination fizzled.cause it was never driven by something greater than myself. 2 days ago, i thought in my head. I want to learn the guitar so that i can praise God and worship Him with it, build a stronger spiritual atmosphere daily as i build an alter for Him at home:)

We are who we choose to be.

Had a wonderful chat with joanne on msn this afternoon/or is it yesterday. I finally let someone know about my dilemma. I secretly think...that i think too much...

Don't ever want to lose you as a friend. Stay won't you?

mixed signals.

11th september: Triplets+Melody+ Fabian meet up for sakae sushi!!!


failed. mumzies did not see this.and. I ENDED UP.LATE. (joanne would totally say,"as usual" right about here...)








-Birthday Girl-
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Name: Charmaine Tay
d.o.b.: 13th september 1992
position: er jieee:)

surprised her last min. you're 18,beautiful and very sadly, taking A levels soon. I wish you all the best my friend, as you step into another milestone of your life. one that i hope, i can participate more in:) time sure flies. we've been good friends since sec 2. though we've distanced, somehow or rather, i hope our hearts will always be connected,never forget each other. all 3 of us! TRIPLETS FTW!:))

melody has the cutest iphone sticker!!

This is to all my friends. You guys make my heart melt like ice cream:)))

Then there are those, that... make my heart look more like this. mixed up,twirling round and round:/ Is that a good or bad thing? I don't know.

Today's been a rough day.My heart can't take all this. I feel guilty.I don't like hiding stuff. Neither do i want to lose you as a friend. Won't you just stay?Should i tell anyone about this? FML(free me,Lord) from all these burdens. These chains aren't meant for me to carry.

Lord, help me.

Closure.

I love sunsets more than sunrise. For one, it could be cause i will never wake up early enough to watch the sun rise:/ Yesterday's word was awesome. Pastor phil pringle had such a good ending to his sermon. He said that we should look into the future and see a vision of hope.

I remembered clearly that in a certain hong kong drama, there was a scene where they showed a picture of a sun and 2 people had this dialogue. one was asking the other if the painting showed a sunrise or a sunset. Sunrise- Means that you're thinking positively, full of hope of your situation. Sunset-Means you're being pessimistic and don't have and high hopes for a turn of events. I choose sunset.but i don't agree with this saying.

I love the sun. It's full of warmth and makes me feel loved even when it's scorching and you're cursing under your breath cause of all the sweatiness. I believe that sunsets mark the end of a disastrous day. and not only that, after every trial i believe in a blessing poured forth greater than the trial itself. So, when the sunsets,it's the beginning of my blessings being poured forth. Who's with me on this?:)

We take fun very seriously.

Venezia Ice Cream from Gutherie.Pretty awesome.

Loving it.

Hahaha... they're very much into gLee.. and stella,
really wasn't good at monopoly deal.Thus, L ;)

Tan M F and stella.What's with her face o.o

She looks so cuteeee!!

Hah...it's 4 am and i'm awake.

Exams has ended, so just for fun, i thought it would be fun to set up a blog again. Just that i did badly for my HTML so after blogging so long, it still feels alien to me (indirectly admitting,yes, i'm a noob to this!!:/ ) I wanted to create a few blogs but, hello?! One already is a little hard to maintain. I wanted 1) for the material wants i want 2)for my spiritual revelations 3)kinda like, about my daily life? Then i figured, Clare, just figure out how to Tag your posts,yeahh...?-.-

There goes. The dearies=> Cassandra,Stella,Melody,Rachel,Fran,Pongs(kayy, pongs does sound kinda nice to call!^^) and I. Fun to us,is serious business. So far, i haven't remembered a single time that we said our goodbyes cause we wanted to, but cause of our Curfew. This is serious, I tell you. I believe we have a few invisible keys that can unlock the funny bones in each other, leading to a series of laughters about all things ridiculous:D

They want a trip to Taiwan after A's. Probably beginning of next year. Know what that means? Time to save up on those ka-chings. I'm going to meet Fabian, Charmaine,Joanne, and Melody for Sakae tomorrow. I LOVE MY LIFE. IT'S BEEN AWESOME SO FAR:) <- may this be the last buffet ever *stares at evergrowing tummy.